Through this season of intentional solitude with God and yearning to hear more of His voice, I can tell what my next steps are in this particular time of my life.
I can remember one Wednesday night while I was walking my dog, I asked God, "What's next in my life?". I am fully aware of my time dwelling in Miami being almost up at this point, and right then and there was when He told me, "The time is near of you leaving, but you first need to fulfill your purpose in Miami."
Hearing that only made me realize there's still a lot more that needs to be done with my time left here.
It wasn't until I was reminded of another verse that only confirmed of what I have been told.
Found in the book of Esther 4:14, it states,
"For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?"
I knew that this season I am currently in is for preparation of something big coming. It's funny because about 6 years ago I was dressed up as Queen Esther for a Bible Character Day that my youth group had coordinated. I never really realized that one day I'd grow up to be the Esther of my time...in this particular season. There have been many instances when all I can ever hear from God was the word "preparation" over and over again. I never really understood why that word was being reiterated, but now I fully understand that it goes along with my purpose.
This being said, I still may not know as to why certain things happen in my life or as to why I am being chosen for other things other than just the title of Rookie Teacher of the Year.
In reality, this blog post isn't just about that.
I believe God has intentionally handpicked every detail to occur in my life for what will eventually come to be.
There are many other things that I have kept to myself in regards of being chosen. Events such as being a voice to help a certain program, seeing my name being mentioned in places I have never really thought would mean as much, and many more. But besides that, I also have a message for you. As I am typing this, I can deeply feel in my heart that you too have been chosen for great things ahead. There may have been times in which you feel like no one sees what you do and that no one cares, but I am here to tell you that there's one person who sees EVERYTHING and is still loving you despite all your quirks and flaws.
And that's God.
You have no idea how much happiness just doing what you do with a smile and with a good heart brings Him. He WILL ultimately reward you in due time. Just remember that in everything, you reap what you sow. This pertains to every little seed you have been sowing in your ground, it will spring up. It will flourish. It will bloom.
"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light."
1 Peter 2:9
In everything, acknowledge Him and He will bring you upfront because you have been chosen.
And for such a time as this, He will also be known.